I'm not really sure why I want to do this. It's old news, it's angst and pain and not particularly pleasant for present day me to read--maybe because I still feel like I gave up.
Tell me if you think this is a bad idea... I've posted old journal entries before, but I couldn't really tell what people thought about them.
To get you started, feel free to read this entry, from June 17th, 2007, which I posted back in December. It'll all move forward from there.