But I could only go two days. It makes me cringe--I couldn't even write the words.
Dear Journal,
Today I had a major setback-recession if you will. After a weekend of abstention, I did two P’s and 4 m’s—oh man, this is not cool at all. I read an article in the newest issue of The New Era, and there was a short article on passing the sacrament by. It made me feel funny because I have to do that. Hopefully I’ll have the courage to talk to the Bishop about my other problem. [gay pornography/being gay] I love Jesus Christ and his plan of repentance. It lets me make mistakes without condemning me forever. Goodnight. Ezra Horne.
No, but I condemned myself.
"I did two P’s and 4 m’s—oh man"
ReplyDeleteForgive me if I am dense (or that I feel the need to comment on everything I consume) - but what exactly is a P or an M?
I know it has something to do with self-satisfaction... but 4 of them!? I am lost.